mesmerizedd's diary

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i realised my previous entries are gone
how ?
anyway at work now
sorta, i got a good pay too (:
10+ bucks an hr
can do whatever i want

im leaving tomorrow
gonna shop like crazy
i want my abercrombieandfitch and hollister stuff
and a navel piercing
HA HA HA
later

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hmm the com's spoilt so i can only blog when im at my grandma's house. so shitty right
anyway the holidays are kinda boring. im going away on tuesday.

great things that has happened/ is happening ;
>major shopping spree overseas
>i finally pierced the top of my ear , helix i think ?
>dyan's chalet, fun fun
>training. cut down some of my fats
>looking for a job with rachie
>gonna get the travis album
>more outings ?

yup. im too lazy to blog lah so i guess thats it.
later

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volleyball resumed alr but yay my com ok alr ! watching the champion show now. and guess what i bought the jadakiss cd ytd after so long k
heard that 2g have alr gotten back their report book ! going to school today was a total waste of time k. sat in the classroom with all the volleyballers for so long and then went to the hall for some boring talk
and tmr got what family day thingy which i wun be going. think ppl so free huh
maia is out.
damn sad now )):

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hmmm chatted on the phone until 3am huh? jus woke up and my mom went out so now im home alone. i knew IT was coming and it really did ! shucks lah ): haiz
anyway arh wanna thank joshua for helping me and stuff lah (: he wont see this anyway but yah=

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exams are finally over. my science confirm fail one k i dunno how to do like 99% of the paper. after the exams my stomach like weird weird one then i like gonna cry cos i scared i fail.

yah ytd i went with hm eu lynn and wilson lor. watched wimbledon bought earstuds with huimin. sat at the steps there and chatted with huimin then went to pastamania to meet my dad. was damn boring ytd. its like when u get ur freedom den u find like u dun wan it. haiz

Girl when we started baby we were friends
But that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end
See I was thinking then it clicked one day
That no one else has ever made me feel this way
Next time I saw you girl I knew I had to try
To tell you everything that I was feeling deep inside
And listen good 'cause what I say is from my heart
So if you're ready
You see I toss and turn when I'm alone
And I just can't wait 'til you get home Waiting for your call
'cause tonight we're gonna do it all
Girl it's just the two of us
'Cause I'm thinking 'bout you day and night
And I just can't get you off my mind
When you get a minute (ooh) baby I was thinking we could hook up
It's just the two of us, the two of us
'Cause in a room full of people you're the only one around
And nothing in this world could ever bring us down
Baby I'll be there telling you I care
This I swear
Girl it's just the two of us, the two of us
Baby I wonder if you feel the same as I do
I wonder if you're going through the things I'm going through
I sent you flowers on a Saturday
Inside's a letter with a message and no name
See I just love the feeling, knowing that I can make you smile
And I haven't felt that way about someone in quite awhile
Just listen to these words I have to say
Just take a chance

It just gets better with each day
I always wanted to tell you
But I was so afraid

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hmm maia and sylvester are in ! thats all that matters right? haha sylvester is suuuper cute with his nose piercing.
had tuition this morning for about 3 hours then my mom sent my tutor home. i chose combined science - physics and chem ! rachie wanted me to take pure but im not as smart or as hardworking as her so i bet not take the risk and fail like shit when my science is already bad enough. been mugging quite a bit. i still have a few more chapters to go for geog so is that a good or bad thing? i started quite early ya noe.
limewire sucks big time.
anyway im not gonna blog til the exams are over and everyone, study hard okay. after the exams im gonna play like hell !! x)

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bored )): screwed up my oral VERY badly. got tuition later on. oral again.
cj's bugging me to exchange presents with him. AHH

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idiot XX. she just loathes me and jaima ok ! whole day say we talk. i shuang what. and today jaima was just explaining the meaning of zhong yan ni er to me and she made jaima move to a seat away ! then she keep saying cannot mix with us cause we're bad company yadayada. what a whole lot of cock ok. since when we're bad company and something happened when i was playing sherylin's tamagotchi and laoshi straight away pinpointed me and said xin yi you shi ni ? like whatthehell lor i didnt even do anything k and luckily jaima spoke up for me.

came back from the dentist. he said i got a big whole in my teeth and must fill it up to stop the pain and if it still hurts i have to go for a nerve operation ! ):

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went to watch the powerboat race yesterday with my dad and bro and we went shopping etc. fun leh without my mom nagging

so sad tomorrow cherry lim come back alr. ): fetched baichi2 to school today. okok lame.

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got tuition tomorrow. got oral somemore. what the. but after that my dad is taking me and my bro out :D hehe. then we'll pick mom and go out for dinner.

guess what ? my dad asks me whether i wanna go for the jay concert and im like omg. but i dun wanna go.

stomachs aching now. shant blog any further. and my toothache just subsided. retarded ):

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i love sean biggerstaff. mmmm (: right jane ? SEAN BIGGERSTAFF ROCKS U HEAR ME ?!

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anyway the coach asked me why i dint go for the past few days blahblahblah made us do physical training hanging on the bench and doing sit ups at the same time half squats and stuff. almost died doing the half squat man

played games and the usuals. had my lunch outside and went home showered and i went to my ah ma house to see my cousin's baby

so cute the hair so spiky !! and the hair is like freaking soft and wispy. me and my cousin sorta sat down there and touch his hair and watch him sleep (: i carried him for some time too. when he sleeps he always like make noise and then his face will go red all of a sudden. then he will make some funny face and go back to sleep. he cries damn loudly too. i feel like making him my brother man so adorable. haiz

anyway kinda busy now. i opened this page at 1043 - as u can see and its like 12+ now im then typing my entry. hmm. my body's like on fire. -shrugs

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If love were liquid it would drown me,
In a placeless place would find me,
In a heart shape come around me and then,
Melt me slowly down,
If love were human it would know me,
In a lost space come and show me,
Hold me and control me and then,
Melt me slowly down

cj : i think im drunk
me : hahahahha
cj : my name is cj
cj : i still can walk in a straight line
me : LAME
he says hes giddy. -shrugs

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went town yesterday. wanted to buy a new wallet and i saw this damn nice wallet at 59bucks ): heartache : haha anyway i bought a pair of pants and a shirt

haha now im at my ah ma's house. holidays pass very fast right? left one more day. my cousin's confinement period is over and she brought her baby to my ah ma's house. the baby very cute. but he keeps crying. hes asleep now.

chatting to cj now. hes very devoted to eva even though she has no feelings for him whatsoever. he even bought her this armani dress at US$118. -faints. so loaded. havent seen eva for ages. wonder what happened to her.

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